Overconfidence
A scary word. You don't know that you have it until you're too late. I thought I was a nice guy. I thought we had a lot in common. She said, "I'm going through a lot of stuff right now. I need to take it slow.". I heard, "Leave me alone". It could be an overreacction based upon my past lack of confidence, but I think I'm just a jerk. I'm getting pretty bummed out about this now. She is really great. Now I sound like the guy that everone knew was a good fella, but he ended up being a creepy stalker. SHIT!! Emotions are very difficult to understand.
The List
As sort of self-analysis I will list positives and negatives about me for the record:
+ Generally regarded as funny
- Difficulty taking things seriously
+ ....
....This is too depressing. I don't want to analyze myself right now. I just want to be sad.
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